Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Flaws and All


My friend and I share a love of go-go music. When he came to NY for my birthday, he popped in a mixed CD and I fell in love with the go-go version of Beyonce's "Flaws and All". After I listened the song about 10 times, he turned to me and said, I think that's another one of our songs.

We have a list of songs... "Sweetest Taboo" by Sade, "Been So Long" by Anita Baker, "Silent Treatment" by The Roots, "Whatever You Want" by Tony, Toni Tone, "Without You" by Charlie Wilson and "Easy" by Lionel Ritchie... and each of those songs holds a special place for us.

A couple of weeks ago while watching Desperate Housewives, the episode when Lynette's breasts we're swelling from pregnancy and along with every man who came in contact with her, her husband was excited about her new look. But the truth is after the baby arrives her breasts will deflate and so she asks her husband why did he marry her knowing that he likes large breasts and her normal size comes up short. His response was he's glad that she doesn't normally have them or she'd be perfect (I'm paraphrasing here) and he needs her to have one flaw so that it's ok that he has so many.

So while my friend has attached this song to our connection... feeling for each other in spite of our shortcomings... "Flaws and All" is a personal song for me. For me, it means that I give myself a break for not being perfect, for being more emotional than rational at times, for my cellulite, my coarse and curly hair, for the corns on my pinkie toes, for not knowing everything and my memory lapses.

I know that God doesn't make any mistakes... he created me as I am... all of my perfect imperfections... So who am I to not understand, accept and love all of me... flaws and all...


6 comments:

Ms. Insatiable said...

I absolutely LOVE this post! This is so dead-on and right.

clnmike said...

Amen, you got to love your self.

MsKnowitAll said...

Thank you Mo!

And I thank you Mike!

Mizrepresent said...

amen to that!

Ms. Liryc said...

I love this post. Its hard to learn to love your imperfections when you hear or see what others deem to be perfect. Your post was true to heart and I love it.

BTW I miss you! I've been needing my big sister for some words of inspiration..and loads of laughter.. will stop by this week to talk! Love you!

MsKnowitAll said...

Thank you Beautifuls... Miz & Liryc...

I miss you too Liryc! You know I'm only a call, text or email away. Stop playing! LOL But I'll be sitting right here at this desk when you come. Love ya Mama!