I am insomniac
With some people insomnia is a serious medical condition. But for me, it's a habit - a very bad habit. I think it started when I used to go to bed around 12 am after braiding hair. Now I don't GO to sleep until 2:30 am. I can FALL asleep anytime. For instance, yesterday I fell asleep at my desk. The thing is I'm always tired but my mind won't allow my body to rest. I need help, I know. I'm getting help, I promise.
My mother is such a dear but the lady went and bought me the Ped Egg that is advertised all over TV and in catalogs. Is she trying to tell me sumthin' about my feets? LOL I love her for it though.
Saturday, while it was hot like August in Texas, I was out and about and bumped in an old boyfriend. I haven't seen him for at least 17, 18 years but I recognized him and he recognized me, instantly. He told me that I was still beautiful and I appreciated that because my hot clothes were stuck to my body and my hair looked crazy. We exchanged phone numbers but I know that was in vain for a number of reasons. For one thing his name is Macho Camacho. I don't know what I was thinking then, but a name means plenty to me now. In high school I dated a guy named Val Valentine. ??? But seriously... my tastes in men has drastically changed since I was 13. Macho is cool and he's a cutie but that's where it ends.
I'm learning how to deal with my anger. I am easily angered, however I don't hold on to any negative emotion too long but what I'm learning and applying is detachment. I am allowing people, places, things to be just as they are without my control, input or opinion. I repeat the Serenity Prayer and keep it moving.
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